noma wrote:
I really doubt anyone hates you or thinks you're evil. Sad, self centered, self important, insecure; maybe. But evil? Hardly. However if you are responsible for minimike -- which I suspect you might be, since I've alway been certain that he was an anon-account for someone here -- then the sooner you're gone the better. EDIT: Okay, that sounded a bit harsh, but really. Someone who gets their jollies this way? Pretty pathetic. And... prringles, anyone? Hmm...?
I'm not sure why people think I'm getting my jollies this way. Every account I ever had was a genuine attempt to contribute to the forum. If I had been playing you, would I still be here? If I had, I would have been either long gone running away or hiding behind another forum account.
Sad and insecure I am not. Self-centered and self-important? I don't know. Probably sub-consciously but definite, since I only recently noticed how many "
I"
's I put into my posts.
I've got a suggestion. Don't leave. I know you love DROD. Anyway, if 12th Archivist left, I'm sure you'd be back with a new name sooner or later. Spare us the trouble. Tell Schik you'd like to keep your 12th Archivist account active, and he'll disable the others.
I do love DROD, but I can hardly bear to show my sorry posts on this forum again. I have lied, cheated, and made this self-serving pity party. What can you say to a person like that?
You have some friends here on the forum who have fun talking with you.
Maybe. I haven't seen much evidence of this, but it could be true.
You've got some good starts for holds. Why not finish them up?
This is quite true. I've been meaning to continue work on Spike Pit for an incredibly long time, but haven't had the chance for others to test. Break Out of Jail! Hasn't been released yet, either.
You've made some decent contest entries. That's great, and we need more people participating in contests.
Maybe not decent, but at least it's a practice for future contests.
There's no need to abandon things that don't come out perfect on your first try.
Two I abandoned (not too early). One I couldn't log in again and was forced to become extinct. One remains (this one). One was too ambitious and could have done with some more *work*. The other two were flukes in the system that I would have loved to continue.
So this little experiment/game/prank/whatever with multiple accounts didn't end so well. Too bad, but you'll get through it, and so will everyone else.
This wasn't an attempt to experiment with your lives, this wasn't a game for enjoyment. This wasn't a prank simply because I really tried. Therefore, this is "
Whatever"
. I know I will get through it eventually, but what of the rest of the community? This was an incredible disturbance that shook the very foundations of this forum. Can one go on after causing an event like that and not have the whispers of cruel things follow them?
I want to remain on this forum with a clean slate, but that one ability of mine has been frozen. Unless an incredible distaste of me remains, I will strive for making this forum a better place.
Again, I apologize for my atrocious behavior of abusing certain rights on the internet. I will remain truly anonymous, since like Tahnan said, it doesn't matter. I hate what I had forced myself to do in the past. And finally, good motivation CSR! You deserve a reward, but what could it be?
Yeah. It's a new start. No more making new accounts. No more pissing all over somebody's ideas without excellent reason. And finally, no more self-serving activities!
If you'll excuse me, there's a few holds on the architect board to test and comment on. Ciao!
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