ErikH2000 wrote:
agaricus5 wrote:
Basically, it involved me dreaming about nothing.
Wow. Did you consider while dreaming that you might be dead? Obviously, you weren't dead, but it seems like if something like that happened to me and I was lucid, I'd think I had died.
Well, I'd watched a scary movie on TV just before I went to bed, which involved a lot of scary deaths, so I guess that that contributed to it, but I'm not sure if I actually thought I was dead.
In fact, I wasn't (or probably couldn't) thinking about anything except the sensory information that I was processing, so I guess that my conscious thought had shut down, leaving only unconscious and vital processes running. In a way, I was sort of "
brain dead"
, in the sense that all my senses were working; it's just that I couldn't process what I was sensing, although I could remember it afterwards, which is not something a person in a coma would have been able to do, I think.
On that note, I also can do something unpleasant to myself, which is similar, when I'm half-asleep, although it's so unpleasant that after I realised I could do it consciously, I have never done it since.
I can sort of anaesthetise myself consciously if I'm half asleep, by getting into a strange state of mind (I can't describe it, but it feels sort of like being detached from my body). In this state, I can see, hear and feel things, as well as be able to think properly, but I cannot actually force myself to move any part of my body. It's very scary because it's an irreversible action; you can get yourself into the situation fairly easily in the right conditions, but to undo it is almost impossible, because you cannot move. I once went into this state for about half an hour on the sofa, I think, and it was extremely unpleasant to know that people were walking in and out of the room or were sitting nearby, but I couldn't communicate with them in any way to come and help me. I eventually, through small repeated actions like twitching, was able to regain enough control over my body to throw myself forward, at which point I woke up completely.
[Edited by agaricus5 at
Local Time:12-20-2004 at 11:04 PM]
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